idk if i posted this here or not..

this sickness i have
in my brain, and in my head
poisning myself untill i take my finial breath
this life wont let me leave
i will no longer be able to take the lead
and kill this voice that tells me im not insane

i know that im gone
so far out of this earth
please take me away and save me
please dont let me return to this mess

i walk and i run
and ill skip with no song
trying to avoivd everything i have forgotten
i cant stand this pain
i can't take this missery
every day i live is a day closer untill i die

as i walk alone in the woods that i fear
i never expected to meet you there
you saw me alone with cuts scabs and bruises
to bad it was too late and you couln't save me

so as our eyes locked
my heart just stoped
not one beat was left, i have met my defeat
all alone i have left you
with just this memory
now your trying to fight the pain of me

attempting to write a screamo song

because i can kinda scream pretty good now
:)

so i wanna make a song
and record it just to delete it and bitch that a suck

here it is so far...but once im finished and edit it...
it probably will be un-reconcilable..
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watch it crumble at your feet
see you cry in your defeat
open your eyes, and close your heart
the world is ours!

which way do i turn
go to heaven or to hell
the hardest choice ill ever choose
lets go

heaven will save me from hell
hell will save me from heaven
oh wait
its too late to decide

so cut my wrists and black my eyes
as i say i wanna die
fuck you

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ignore the fact i ripped of lean like an emo
which ripped off ohio is for lovers by hawthorn heights