Friday, 5 February 2010

palindrome

the bolded things are palindromes, this is sooooo retarded, but i felt like being a retard and posting it, bahaha, please laugh :)

Hello madam. Can you please get on my level? I think I need a Cigar? Toss it in a can. It is so tragic. And you are so pathetic. And Dammit, I'm Mad. Don't nod. No, no, no don’t nod in agreement with me. Now we know that God lived as a deviled dog. Wooh oh oh oh wooh oh. He would always ask “I did, did I?” ohooh he did, eh? Well I don’t know and neither do you my friend. Now toss me that cigar love. Yes madam, I live evil. But I ask of you Live not on evil, madam, live not on evil, madam, please. I’m just a lonely Tylenol addict, baby. So save me. All my nurses run away from me in fear that I will kill them out of love. Won't lovers revolt now? We need to revolt and stand up against all of this brutality! Please. I just have one question for you madam. You can cage a swallow, can't you, but you can't swallow a cage, can you? Oh no, you can’t. lets clean this place and let’s leave No trace; not one carton should be left. Would you like a bottle of red rum? Murder juice is what it really is.


this part sld be repeating throughouht the whole song, faintly in the background

(Dennis, Nell, Edna, Leon, Nedra, Anita, Rolf, Nora, Alice, Carol, Leo, Jane, Reed, Dena, Dale, Basil, Rae, Penny, Lana, Dave, Denny, Lena, Ida, Bernadette, Ben, Ray, Lila, Nina, Jo, Ira, Mara, Sara, Mario, Jan, Ina, Lily, Arne, Bette, Dan, Reba, Diane, Lynn, Ed, Eva, Dana, Lynne, Pearl, Isabel, Ada, Ned, Dee, Rena, Joel, Lora, Cecil, Aaron, Flora, Tina, Arden, Noel, and Ellen sinned.)

Tuesday, 2 February 2010

in the works...

i look like high
i feel like im wasted
wont somebody pull the plug
to save me from myself

i havent slept for day
feels like im wasting away
soon enough ill be gone
nothing more than a bitter taste in you mouth

Monday, 1 February 2010

two more random ones i found on my flash drive...

i see you
and i kno you see me too
out eyes meet
from across the room
and i kno
the way you feel
beleive me

because i was once you
before i turned u into me
i cried
and i tried
almost everything
i could
do to
forget about you
about you

so now
i sit
i look in you eyes
i see
that you
are about to cry

i kno
wat we
had was love
i kno
how true
you were to me
and that
every word
was relieable

i wish
i could
undo the hurt
not just for me
but for you too

i want you back
and i can pay the price
of never having you
in my life


i know
that i will never be able
to
take back the hurtfull things i put you throuhg

i wsih
that we
could still be toegher once more
before
the end us will come

goody bye
is suck an awful word
when one fells how i fell
because of how i made you hurt


im sorry

i didn't mean to

i still love

i wanna hold you tight

please come back
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we were both once young
and you know how the story goes
you were the boy
and i was the girl
that just happened to become one

so bac to the [be]ginning
where it all started to unfold
back to where the grass was green
and the air was so very sweet sweet

[yeah]
thats where i met you

you said hey
and i said hello

who would of guessed this would be the start of something new
[not me]

i know you say
that you dnt beleive in love at first sight
but baby, now
i do
becauce ouf you
thank you for opening my eyes
so the sweetest thing, since apple pie

i thought we'd last forever
but sadily i was mistaken

and you never account for the day i'd see you
[with her]

so bac to the [be]ginning
where it all started to unfold
back to where the grass was green
and the air was so very sweet sweet

[yeah]
thats where i met you

you said hey
and i said hello

who would of guessed this would be the start of something new
[not me]

whit out you

3am and the phone rings
the words i hears
ares words i hope i never hear again
as they were said
all my blood turned red as the sea
with every dying gasp i breathed

i cant stand to be with out you
i cannot live with out you
i cannot function with out you in my life
i find it hard to breathe
i find it hard to speak
i find it hard to sleep
i find it hard to live
with out you
and i miss you

thought it was a nightmare
the worse one ever knowns
but three days later it became reality
as i saw you laying there

i cant stand to be with out you
i cannot live with out you
i cannot function with out you in my life
i find it hard to breathe
i find it hard to speak
i find it hard to sleep
i find it hard to live
with out you
and i miss you

you were laying so limp
so peacefull at last
i look back at all the memories we shared
and gawd how i miss them
i miss them

i cant stand to be with out you
i cannot live with out you
i cannot function with out you in my life
i find it hard to breathe
i find it hard to speak
i find it hard to sleep
i find it hard to live
with out you
and i miss you

three weeks later, im still crying
i go for a visit
it's dark and draby
still not wanting what i see before me to be the truth
but it is
it is

i cant stand to be with out you
i cannot live with out you
i cannot function with out you in my life
i find it hard to breathe
i find it hard to speak
i find it hard to sleep
i find it hard to live
with out you
and i miss you

and now to this day
i still mourn your loss
and how it hurts me
the tears start to roll
so i grab a razor blade
a few minutes later i'll be with you once again
and i won't miss you
cuz ill be with you
with you...

emo junk??

the pain and the tears
all the blood that was shed
will never amount to anything
just a bigh waste of time
and a sorry excuse of a life that i lead

i dont wanna cry
i dont wanna bleed
i dont wanna go on any more
this shit has no place in my life or my faith
but it still remains

this homes just a hell
full of these tears i cry
and all of these memories i dont want to be here

when i come her and sit
all i fell is this pain
i've felt it for year
and here come the tears
its to vivid

i dont wanna be
another face in the crowd
i wanna be away from it all
from the people and things, everything i hate the most
please just stop caring about me

i dont have the strength
i dont have the will power
to go on any more
but ill try for you
cuz i cant bare the pain to miss you
and i dont want to leave you

i just wanna leave my life
run away from it all
i just wanna get the hell out of this place i call a home
it's not my home

a home is not a place to fear
you sould actually wanna go there
and stay there

every day i come back
i cant wait to get out
i cant wait to be free
not confined in this space
that only holds hate toward me

not confined to these walls
not bound by these rules
but to be free
to do what i want
to be what im not
to soar as high as can be

but i want, what i want
and i cant have what i want
it's never gonna be my way
but its okay
because im already gone

its okay

ive lost all control

and now im gone

combo of a few short ones...

Liar
i'll be comming home tonight [she said]
^yea right^
i know you see right through her
[through her]
i know you see her lies
[her lies]
she'll say she loves you then just ^walk away and leave you stranded^
[^stranded!!!!!!!^]
but beleive me when i tell you that ^i love you^
^love you^
^^love you^^
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Left behind
from a young age [^age^] they teach you to ^pray^
no one want to be ^left^
be ^left^
^be left behind^[^vbehindv^]
no one
wants to be
^forgotten^
they tell you you commandments ^commandments^
[^vbull shitv^]
^go to church^ or rot in hell
in hell
but i
but i
^^but iiiiiiiiii^^
^dont need to be saved^
because
i
am
^^^gooooodddddd^^^
--------------------------------------------

the ^ and v are from different types of screams
xD

so perfect?

your so perfect
woh oj
your so perfect
if your so perfect then why arn't you with me?

your the first thought in the morning when i wake up
your the last thing that crosses my mind at night
when we're not talking, your all i can talk about

woh oh
your so perfect
you should be with me
but your not

i stay up at night just looking for your faults
i think and i think
till mornings dawn
and all that i come across is that there are none

you say me and him are perfect as can be
oooh ooh
if only you knew i wish it where you

if only you could see inside my dreams

your so perfect
woh oh
your so perfect
woh oh
your so perfect
you should be with me

"IM SO F***ING TIRED OF THESE SONGS ABOUT ~-~-~-~ no one"

why is everything i do wrong?
how come i never come out on top?
why would i play this same old game again

I can't help that i'm weak
I can't help i don't care

I'm sorry i lie
I'm sorry i cry
But it's so hard to go on without you

I can't stop the pain
it's to strong to ignore

i cant stop the tears
i cant bare the pain

i woan't take this any more
because i can't take this any more

i dream of the day ill lay in bed and not think about you
i dream of the day ill meet you again
i dream that i'll never wake up

but that day shall come

in time i watched you age
then with time i saw you fade
please dont
no, please don't leave me here to waste
i still
i still need you!!

the end?

She hides her face everyday
Just leave her alone
She’s torn into pieces
“Don’t waste your time of me” (she screams)

Lost in emotion
She can’t wait to wake up from this dream

Day after day all
She can do is pray
And hope someone is listening

Night after night
She’ll cry and she’ll cry
Till she cries herself to sleep

It’s always the same routine
“Why does nothing ever change?”
Is what she screams

One day she’ll wake up and she’ll say “this is my last day”

She won’t hide her face
She won’t tell a lie
She won’t’ even let herself cry
Cuz this is the end
The end
Woh oh, this is the end

Maybe you’ll look back on what you’ve done
Maybe you’ll wish you could take it all back

But it’s too late
She’s lost from this world
And ain’t never coming back

Don’t take all the blame
This wasn’t your fault
She just couldn’t take anymore

She your dumb books
She played by the rules
But she found one she had to break
It was just too much

But this is, this is the end
The end
Woh oh the end

Now she’s alone
Happy and at peace
So just let her be

Because this is the end
The end
Woh oh woh oh
The end
The end
This is her end