emo junk??

the pain and the tears
all the blood that was shed
will never amount to anything
just a bigh waste of time
and a sorry excuse of a life that i lead

i dont wanna cry
i dont wanna bleed
i dont wanna go on any more
this shit has no place in my life or my faith
but it still remains

this homes just a hell
full of these tears i cry
and all of these memories i dont want to be here

when i come her and sit
all i fell is this pain
i've felt it for year
and here come the tears
its to vivid

i dont wanna be
another face in the crowd
i wanna be away from it all
from the people and things, everything i hate the most
please just stop caring about me

i dont have the strength
i dont have the will power
to go on any more
but ill try for you
cuz i cant bare the pain to miss you
and i dont want to leave you

i just wanna leave my life
run away from it all
i just wanna get the hell out of this place i call a home
it's not my home

a home is not a place to fear
you sould actually wanna go there
and stay there

every day i come back
i cant wait to get out
i cant wait to be free
not confined in this space
that only holds hate toward me

not confined to these walls
not bound by these rules
but to be free
to do what i want
to be what im not
to soar as high as can be

but i want, what i want
and i cant have what i want
it's never gonna be my way
but its okay
because im already gone

its okay

ive lost all control

and now im gone