Laying awake at 4am
With thoughts of you still stirring in my head
And I know,
That it will never be
My reality

Your kiss is like Novocain to me
As it pumps through my vein
And my body goes weak
I fall to my knees
And I no longer breathe

As if you have taken the life out of me

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I’ve cried
I’ve bled
Through all these times, I can’t believe I’m not dead
I’ve lived, in darkness half my life
Afraid to let love in my heart
Afraid to no smile one day

I walk this path
An empty road
But I know that someone else is here
For once I’m not alone

And we live
We shine through all this pain

And one day when the underdog reins
We will stand up and unite
For once we won’t have to fight

Lost in a maze of hate
Trapped in a jungle of hurt
Just wishing I could be loose
From these chains
Wrapped so tight
Cutting off my circulation

I can’t breathe
I can’t bleed
Naturally I have met my end

In this world
I am lost
Trapped behind these bars like I am criminally insane
But maybe I really am

If only you could see the colors shining in me
The light darkened by the hate
The ink stain on my heart
From being scratched out
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i made sooo many edits to these
and didnt fell like adding them
its like 345am
x_x
imma die from no sleeep
lolz